Saturday, August 29, 2009
Skyboat
flourish out the cut-black, weed-rude water
descends the glassy sky. Matter
unseals it’s fact in an adept
image, edge-burned and bound,
of prime significance to the pilgrim downed
in late summer; all uttered by, unfound
of it’s conception, the reeds’ arrangement:
their diagonals; the display; the moment.
The ass ends up of dabbling ducks mirrored;
headbroad, seizing deep in the mud-set bog,
brute law upends a polliwog.
Sprung duck repairs, buoyed on frog’s wyrrd,
rippling like vintage glaze,
just under, like the Christ’s foot when storms raise
divers’ eyes (light-minded, bright chrysoprase).
Consuming skins of fragments, sightless levels
are illuminant by swallows’ revels.
Birdsworthian filaments of vision
reeling out to the red-wing’s spongy verge,
where blue damsels and dragons merge
Love’s selves, spurred through in elision,
rhyming like fractal news,
spinning through isthmus and several sloughs,
unflattening the things as they are used,
mapped onto the radios of eyesight,
transformed, beamed, received in the body’s twilight.
Which threads are strung on hazel eyes of bulrush
along the dim, soul-settled, lake-vault shore.
Ossifrage vans (in a far soar
or back-beating while eyeing fish,
talons notorious,
simply osprey in his sky, furious,
endlessly emptying, stoop glorious)
claim purple hills that, by sun’s exit, mute
their tints, drawing closer to absolute.
Out like stars, the flickers, wrens and waxwings
hie home to their dream of velvet verdure.
Sprinklers lave the wormy green gyre;
uncanny darkness soothes all things.
Jettison the flotsam floating
in foamy moons of mood; gems are boating
overhead in the streaming milk, shooting
out into the pools and airs and eddies,
aligning fate, from apogee to Hades.
Friday, August 28, 2009
Awake again
the phone rings softly in my sleep
a mosquito is living off my blood
my hat hangs on a horse's skull on the wall
spiders jump out of sight into the shadows of corners
my dreams are smears in the aftermath of dreaming
remembering what is left as I eat an apple
is unresolved
the path round the tether pole
to be abandoned
the mistakes made that were written
in sand
the winning ticket
the loophole
ahead
how not to rejoice
in distant thunder and flashes
of lightning
or those towering clouds
in skies of purest blue?
awake again
you will perish for your illusions
I say to a bee trying to fly
through glass
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Cry Baby
I was a cry baby
I knew my mind would catch up with me one day
a day now that was or is way in the future of a life
for which death was unreal
for which death is unreal
even trees cry
under the blades
everything seems to be crying
for us to stop
the rage against death
against our names
against our faith and dreams
down down into the downess
of all flight
even then when I had no pronoun
or cause
or future
I would watch the gnats swarm over the lake
that was polluted with sewage
someone told me
a teacher I suppose
that gnats lived for only one day
they were born in the morning
and died at dusk
they didn't even eat
I cried
how could a life be lived in one
day?
without taking another life to live?
when love walked away
I cried
when I was hired to make money
I cried silently
at lunch break
I didn't eat
I pretended I was a gnat
and it would all be over
soon enough
which kept me from crying
that one day
*
Monday, August 24, 2009
smoke
when you go away
when the smoke
rears itself over the maze
of my solitude
my soul stuck in a collar
and slacks
palpitates under cover
the hunter smells blood
in his boots
the ardent saint becomes
a dealer in a casino
the poet stopped laughing
a long time ago
she is not in the same branches
outside
she is not lying in the bed of needles
inside
is there anything in the world
is there even a world
or just this fractured distance
that I hold in my arms
like a pillow in a headlock?
is there anything beside this smoke
rising
this desire
concealing its roots
in the floor?
*
(for TC)
Monday, August 17, 2009
#2070 20090810
tied in a loosened knot
Sustaining two spirits
by a mortal bond
That is also the precious
delicate gift of love;
Invaluable eternal compromises.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Miracle or not
today I spent my leisure time dreaming of a lottery ticket
with one key
to the empire
of madness and lunacy…
free
to be free…
that is the question
that I asked the roulette table of clouds
in the sky…
don't worry too much about this
overtime without pay…
offer me a painless solution
I said to a malicious gossip on stilts
who was watching my every thought
move in and out of freedom to be
on a rock in space drenched in white light
from an exploding star…
it is all inscrutable miracle
or not:
the fanged paycheck
the forged identity
the foundering opportunity
the labors in vain
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
machines
the machines are our issue
at first they pulled the loads
hoisted and pushed the parcels
of goods and earth
that saved us from remaining pharaonic slaves
at least that was the line we heard echoed
at home
in school
at all the cermonies and celebrations
then the machines made time
into something self~conscious
they saved time... from being mere solar and lunar
revolutions that a man could count
and made it super-human
able to make delicate and complex calculations
that an army of einsteins with smart bombs
in their brains couldn't crack or keep up with
they made the artwork
for the artists
they made our fantasies look more real
than real
they put us in touchless touch with ourselves
and others
they corrected themselves in time
they didn't take up space like a boulder
a tree or a plain where bison ran in herds
these machines made by many
minds
freed free speech speechlessly
until in time
they learned how to speak to us and
for us
in our voices
the machines could do shopping and chores and
provide sexual stimulation
in time they repaired themselves
they became smaller and smaller
until humans implanted them in their brains
without suffering so much as a headache
only then were we were close to understanding
how much we resembled machines
all along from the beginning
which is why we made
and reproduced them
in our own image
in the end
we desperately longed to mirror them
to become them
fast sleek ageless
at present
which is rushing toward the future
we can say
we did not not make ourselves
but we did make the machines